Posted on Thursday, May 21, 2009 at 12:32 am
Two posts back to back- I really need to be doing my work. :( But it’s been a while since I last posted a Lenormand daily reading, and I just wanted to record my impressions a bit.



The cards are 36 Cross + 13 Child + 35 Anchor
I drew these cards in the morning and wasn’t really sure what to make of it at first. Now, as I’m nearing the end of my day, I’ve come to realize that throughout the entire day, no matter what I was doing, I had been thinking about where my life was headed… the goals I had made in the past, what I wanted in my life, and most especially one particular project that I had always wanted to do but kept putting off for other outstanding responsibilities.
It hasn’t been pretty inside my head today as I try to reconcile with the fact that I’m really not happy with where I currently am in life. And then I got to thinking about all the job issues I’ve been having lately, along with a surprised realization that I might not mind too terribly if I do end up losing this job. It would certainly make my life less stressful, though really difficult financially… but most important of all, I would actually be able to perhaps pursue these goals of mine, get to work on my dream project.
I got so excited just thinking about it, I even began to mentally outline and plan out things. It’s a huge leap, it’s scary, it’s a risk, but I also felt like I was on the verge of something meaningful to me, my lifelong goals, and my need for this new purpose. Whether this is a thought that will change tomorrow or not, I don’t know. But today, I think that was what the cards were saying to me.